I exist in ether

The possibility exists that two of my poems are in print. Spectrum is the name of the journal. It is affiliated with the University of California in Santa Barbara. They told me, some time back, that they were happy to publish my poems and they said something about following up with me, which they never did. All I was told was that the issue publishes annually in June. Well, I can’t find it, but I will assume that it is out, somewhere out there. Anyone reading this in Santa Barbara? Of course not.